TiffanyFergason.

Warm Embrace.

I can’t understand why you’re constantly melting my heart.

As I lay in bed with dawn approaching, I still think of you with my heart thats hoping. My mind keeps taking me back to that very day, an annual event, a different play. Once again, you’ve shown me your love, but somehow I can’t believe it enough. My body still feels that particular warmth from that hug you gave me, with security so soft. To my heart, you weren’t just another guy, you’re indeed special, and now I know why.

Asians.

Dear God, its me again. Its been a long time since I posted something and sent you a message from my heart. Words can’t express how grateful I am to you. Its been 3 years since I last cut a cake for my birthday. And yesterday, though it wasn’t my birthday yet, I got the chance to. Also, it was the first time my friends planned a surprise party for me. Right now I feel like the most fortunate girl ever. Though I didn’t express it out well, I know you knew deep in my heart, I was crying out loud. I’d never felt so loved before in my life. And never felt so significant. All these years, I never really knew what it was like to have true friends. All I knew was, if I could make them happy, it was enough for me. But to have it the other round this time, I’m kind of shy. Hahaha. I guess I can see how you’re slowly revealing who my true friends are to me. And I’m eternally grateful to you for letting me meet them. God, the only thing I pray for right now, is that I will never lose them. We’ve only been together for almost a year but we’re just as close as other people who’ve been together for years. These bunch of people with extremely unique personalities are the reasons why I’m still able to put a smile on my face. Though a complete family was taken away from me, I’m glad a new one was given in exchange.

ggoh:

i’m so curious yeahhhhh!

(Source: iwontgiveupifyoudont)

Dear God,

I’m finally caught for buying a phone, signing a line without mummy’s agreements. Goes to show that yes, you can’t wrap fire with paper. I do feel bad towards **** **** & ***** , I made her cry and made them get in trouble. I don’t know what to do to make it up to both of them. I don’t want any problems between the family. But once again, I’m misunderstood. Though I kept my word of improving my studies & attitude towards my stepfather, my mom still believes that I’ll go back to my old ways. Though I’ve showed her the A1s from my test papers results I’ve been studying for from after I got my phone, up till now, I’m still praying that she’ll change her mind about giving the phone back to *****. Every night, I’d take Mother Mary’s photo, put it against my forehead and pray my most sincere of prayers. God, help me. I feel like crap right now. I’m all the way back to square one. Why can’t she see that I’m able to cope even WITH my phone. I’m begging you. Please God.